I don't think you understand how hard I try. I do work as hard as I can you just don't get it. Do you think I get up thinking "hey I think i'll ignore all the things i have to do and get on the computer". It's not even my fault I used to love going outside and playing with my friends but then you went to boot camp and met someone. Then you got married and made us move somewhere far away. I got lonely, bored, and to shy to explore my new neighborhood. The computer was set up and you guys wouldn't play with me. after a while i noticed the websites my sister would go on so i did to. Eventually i was attached. The computer kept me comfort in my time of need. Then we moved again and now i have a little sister and my little brother is on the way. now you spend more time in your room then anywhere else. whenever I forget to do something you say "I know you can do better try harder or i'll take your computer away" well a c isn't that bad so stop i cant take it your tearing me apart your so concerned about my grades or my room that you don't notice me melting away i'm slowly dieing on the inside and you don't care. you say you love me but i don't see it were is your love for me???? do you know?? i cant take it much longer.